You haven't "got" anything as usual. You maybe can overcome recoil by "leaning into it" because that uses gravitational force, and you have more of that than the rest of us, who would need to make up the shortfall with force from another source, e.g. strength.
OK that's enough of explaining basic science to you, I'm gonna go and push some wet rope up a steep hill, that'll be easier.
So what you're saying is that you realize that you are too short and small to do with most adult humans can do.