Ok, we need to take a minute on this one, because by now the problem has become very obvious.
You keep paying lip service to evidence and scrutiny, but when I apply them to your beliefs, it's suddenly "victory mentality".
That's a fair observation and I believe you have "good reason" to feel this way.
The reason I was pointing to a victory mentality is that you became fixated on the question you were asking me, and refused to let it go. Your mind drives you to push this question again and again, because you feel that if I refrain from answering it or fail to do so, it "proves" you are correct in some way, and therefore you "win" the discussion. Your strong determination to "win" is readily observable by your unwillingness to let the conversation flow in any other direction.
I am not convinced that "tell me what an experience with God would be like" is a sincere pursuit of evidence. If I'm wrong and it is evidence you seek, then read the above books that I linked. I provided those for you in case you were actually sincere, which I believe is a real possibility. As I said, read and study the evidence for yourself and tell me what you think. I'll even read the books along with you if you wish.
Also, I'm more than happy to publicly declare you the "victor" of this discussion at any time you please. This is not sarcastic, or passive aggressive, or a trap. I'm just offering in case it is something you desire.
I was more interested in causing your brain to flow in ways it is not used to. Seeing as I have asked the following question perhaps three times, you are equally unwilling to acquiesce:
If a highly intelligent being created all of the things around you that you see, what do you think a direct experience with that being would be like? I ask this out of sincere and honest curiosity. It would bring me joy to read your answer, and there is no trap behind it, but there is zero pressure to answer. If you do though, I will answer the same question in turn as you claim to have desired.
Also, you have refrained to answer whether or not you believe in the big bang, so I hope it is ok for me to go ahead and assume that you do. Please correct me if I'm wrong as I have no desire to offend.
If your friend tells you your car is on fire, but you don't have a car, is it "victory mentality" to tell him he's wrong?
That entirely depends:
Non-victory mentality answer:
"Naw dude, I don't even have a car so no worries..."
Victory mentality answer:
"Haha motherfucker, you don't realize that you have already lost the battle and ultimately surrendered to me as I do not even have a car and the burden of proof rests upon you to show otherwise. GG thanks for playing 100th guy that has failed to even one-up me a single time."
Or should you grab the fire extinguisher and go look for your nonexistent burning car?
I will ask you an equally relevant question:
"How do you robble dobble a flim flam?"
If someone builds an airplane with tiny little flimsy wings and asks you to fly it off a cliff, is it "victory mentality" to insist on a demonstration that the thing can fly? Or should you just be agreeable, have a little faith, and hop on?
Why ask questions you know the answer to?
I believe it is because you are flamboyantly suggesting that I believe it is a good idea to believe in things without demonstration or evidence when I certainly do not.
You also demonstrate that you do not know what faith is. Most people that know little about religion never seem to know what faith really is, and because of that, erroneously dismiss it as "ignorantly blindly believing in things without evidence."
The topic of evidence lies elsewhere, the fine tuning of the universe, and a various other topics that are quite deep and take a lot of time to tread upon. There are lengthy books written on these various singular topics that you can freely indulge in.
Repeatedly asking a stranger to provide a detailed example of what an interaction with a divine source might be like might not be as productive to your scientific and logic based mind as simply reading the books I linked above written by qualified cosmologists and such, especially when you are waiting frothing at the mouth to dismiss any possible thing uttered towards you before it even crosses the other person's lips. However, if you answer your own question first, I will answer it as well to the best of my ability so that you can dismiss my answer as nonsensical drivel and feel that you have "defeated me" and added the "101st notch to your power belt of GG victory."
Again, if you are curious towards the actual evidence pointing towards God's existence as you suggest, I have already linked you two great books on Amazon that you can purchase.
When you make a statement about reality, it is either true or false, regardless of any mentalities or worldviews. Do you care if your statements are true?
Yes, I care if my statements are true.
Do you believe in absolute truth?