How Fool's brother can just clamor on the Christian bandwagon and attempt to defend Torquemada while decrying Mohammed and the rest?
There is no way you can know how stupid people sound, else I point to Tehvul, crying for envelopment, now pointing to doctor dance, again a stranger, hoping for friends by pointing his views at theirs.
TW is the most crucible stupid, save for the Tehvul, TPK, and lets face it-- scary doctor dance, that have worried about being accepted as a placer in a long dead forum.
That post read a little bit like a brief glimpse into someone tripping on shrooms in a dark cabin in the woods, however...
This is like, the first time I've gotten involved in a thread in years or something? And I did so knowing it was a complete waste of time. Havax and I yelled at one another about music for a while like half a year ago-ish, but that's been about it...
I've had a wild amount of stress at my job and this has been a great way to get my mind off it. I will take any distraction I can get at this point... This was a really fun thread indeed.
The saga of desperately seeking acceptance on an internet forum full of strangers I have never met sounds kind of epic.
I have always been an iconoclast in terms of my thoughts and ideas about the reality we live in. I know full well that me opening up about anything I believe will not gather favor. Popularity has never been a goal of mine. It is a worthless endeavor.
Telling others that you believe in the existence of God almost never makes them smile upon you, it's always been quite the opposite for me. If I was keen on others liking me as my main focus, I wouldn't bring a single word of any of this stuff up. I confess my love for my creator openly knowing that I will be attacked for it, and dismissed as a buffoon. I am happy to be tread upon for being my authentic self.
Did anyone even know that I believed in God before this thread? Nope. I generally keep it to myself for a long list of reasons. For me what is important is loving other people around me and treating them with kindness. This world has a desperate famine on love and kindness.
You claim that I would defend organized religion when you are dead wrong. I could probably rant about how much I dislike organized religion for the length of all the posts in this entire thread and I'm probably not even exaggerating. I could probably easily out-pace you in that regard.
My life was way easier when I was an Atheist and nobody ever had a single negative thing to say towards me about my worldview then. I used to invite door-knocking Christians into my home offer them drinks, and let them give me their spiel for 20 minutes. And when they were done, I would proceed to tell them calmly and politely why there is no God. One guy got so mad his face turned red and his buddy had to pull him out of my house. I couldn't understand why he couldn't control his emotions or have a calm and rational discussion. These experiences gave me very negative impressions of Christians and in many ways, I have held onto those impressions.
You accusing me of posting in this thread for "acceptance" is laughable at best.
I'm still the kid you gamed with 20 years ago dude... I just know a lot more than I did then. I also suck at video games way harder than I did back then lol. It's confusing now thinking about how good I was back in 1999. Now I generally get spanked unless I'm playing Mordhau. I don't think I can clear bronze leagues in most games anymore, I really am that bad. Feels weird. I think I am only good at Mordhau cus the hours I sank into Chivalry were just insane. I'm an old tired man getting by on raw experience.
I know that God is real. Every atom in every star, every beautiful construction that you see around, every incredible plant and animal that you lay eyes on, all of them point to God's existence. It's as obvious and plain as it could possibly be... I do not think it is even possible for it to be anymore plain.
Much love to you Vanster. Hope you doing well man.
If you are consuming drugs or liquor, maybe take it easy a bit.
Your pictures were kind of cool in a gothic creepy yet artistic way.
Much love dude...