Sp!nfusor Salad
Veteran X
So im fighting myself to be able to use narcotics for serious pain when i need them and not to use them for recreation.
However 2/3s of me are dead or addict and the best compromise i can up with is that every saturday night id release the junky pressure for a day and make it nore more than once a week.
thus far ive gone 10 weeks only 'using' on a saturday night. it keeps me sane and NOT using every day and without this system id be scared shitless. addiction sucks so im all for avoiding it and a once a week dose will not ever lead to addiction from a infequent dose.
(keep in mind spins tolerance is likely better than the late Kurt Kobain anymore.)
on Spinfusor Salad's menu is 120mg of temazepam and 40mg of melted down IV oxycontin. (dont worry there i use clean pins and distilled water with a barrel filter and flash condensation.) --further note-- im aware of the dangers of benzos mixed with narcs... and im not exceding 40 mgs of ox.--
its been a trip and if you think this seems like a death wish im ashamed to say that i sometimes have almost doubled the above listed dose... my tolerance would outlast all of tribalwar combined.
however with gods speed I can find a happy medium of once a week usage and remain sane and sober (usually)
and the best part is aside from the whole not eating the pills is that my dosage is my PRESCRIBED dosage on an everyday basis and not a weekly think... so in some ways im doing less than the docs want me to.
yep im a junkie loser and i love you all (even taxi and mr hitler NUT expecially crab)
so now im going to watch Intervetion on TV while cooking up a hot shot... WEEE.
fuck you tribalwar... i love you anyway.
im a fuckwad.
However 2/3s of me are dead or addict and the best compromise i can up with is that every saturday night id release the junky pressure for a day and make it nore more than once a week.
thus far ive gone 10 weeks only 'using' on a saturday night. it keeps me sane and NOT using every day and without this system id be scared shitless. addiction sucks so im all for avoiding it and a once a week dose will not ever lead to addiction from a infequent dose.
(keep in mind spins tolerance is likely better than the late Kurt Kobain anymore.)
on Spinfusor Salad's menu is 120mg of temazepam and 40mg of melted down IV oxycontin. (dont worry there i use clean pins and distilled water with a barrel filter and flash condensation.) --further note-- im aware of the dangers of benzos mixed with narcs... and im not exceding 40 mgs of ox.--
its been a trip and if you think this seems like a death wish im ashamed to say that i sometimes have almost doubled the above listed dose... my tolerance would outlast all of tribalwar combined.
however with gods speed I can find a happy medium of once a week usage and remain sane and sober (usually)
and the best part is aside from the whole not eating the pills is that my dosage is my PRESCRIBED dosage on an everyday basis and not a weekly think... so in some ways im doing less than the docs want me to.
yep im a junkie loser and i love you all (even taxi and mr hitler NUT expecially crab)
so now im going to watch Intervetion on TV while cooking up a hot shot... WEEE.
fuck you tribalwar... i love you anyway.
im a fuckwad.