Now
that's my definition of the kind of selfless dedication to others that makes TW great.
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Whoop, babe, your shit is way complicated for the ol' rancher to figure out, but my take on this is:
A) He's not straight. At least not completely. A straight guy would head for the hills. Some faster, some slower, but they would all disengage from the relationship fairly directly.
B) You guys aren't making hump. You can't ever see making hump. Hump=romance. No hump=not a romance.
C) You guys
are codependent. You are a lifeline for each other. Breaking it off with him will feel more life threatening than heartbreaking.
D) See if you can start to think of him as being family rather than as a boyfriend. The reality of the situation is that he's not your boyfriend, but he would make a hell of a brother.
E) Go get laid. A lot.
Safely. It'll take your mind off the lost aspect of romance and who knows, maybe you'll find someone else to spend some time with.
F) Take the bus up to visit Hit that Tit and give him a hummer. He volunteered after all.
Good luck, take good care of yourself.