lol, this sums up every post you've made for 10 years.
I get it, when you're aging and you still recall when you were bull of the woods, it's hard to concede you aren't any more.
You killed people, and I kicked a lot of ass. It's over now.
Guys of all ages honor the older guys by making jokes about aging and bragging about "when we were young". It's part of the fun of getting older. Which isn't all that great.
Mental determination is something that can hang on until the end. Unless the brain goes or is broken. Even then, somewhere back in the brain stem is a driving force that won't quit.
Same with you. People on TW would joke with you in that manner more if they weren't worried it would make you feel bad.
Don't underestimate the power of humor. I know you have one! It comes out on occasion.
Happiness and humor is kinda like ED.
Guys go in.
Doc says "You ever wake up with a morning missile?"
Guy says, "Yeah, sometimes"
Doc says - "Well, it's all in your head."
If you can have a sense of humor sometimes, you can have one regularly.
The rest is all in the head