I posted in a different topic but im gonna copy/paste + add more on this topic
I've fallen for two guys in the past year. The first really seemed gay, you know, exuberant, always hanging out with girls, squeal. So i thought "Why waste my time" and I asked him if he was gay. Let me tell you; WORST. IDEA. EVER!!. We have not talked or texted or anything like that scince. Now I've fallen for this other guy. We've suddenly become friends, and i told some of my friends I like him, and of course, they told him!
--Now comes the confusing part--
He know I like him but he doesn't know I know he knows. Makes sense? No? I thought so.
So I had one of my friends...uhhh... "interrogate" him for me. So he know i like him, but he doesnt want me to know i know because he doesn't want me to be akward and shy around him ( ♥ ). He also said that I can make his day better whenever he's feeling down. So I don't know cause around the time he found out i liked him, he got a girlfriend. That one didn't work out, and he got another one. I know that i "used" some girls as cover ups so I'm thinking he may be doing the same thing.... Help?
P.S. We've locked gazes b4, but now it's getting increaseingly longer, and we walk to class together all the time, and say bye at the end of the day no matter what, and when we walk together, our bodies are extremely close to eachother, side-by-side
That was the copy and pasted part, now is the new part
I've seriously concidered asking him if he's gay, but I don't want it to end like the last one did. As I said earlier, he knows I like him, and he's still my friend, which is more than I can say for the last one. I've just always been a shy person and don't wanna risk losing what I have, but I think that I should.