For some unknown reason, when I was a kid, I had major authority issues and it got me in a lot of unnecessary trouble. When I was a young kid/teen, I was into a lot of anti-establishment punk rock which fit my anti-authority outlook on life. This, I think, helped to shape my outlook on all things related to the State.
Strangely enough, in a true communist society, there is no State. Or, well, there isn't supposed to be. It's very similar to a pure anarchist system except with anarchy, people are individuals rather than a cog in the collectivist's wheel of communism, all working together in harmony like a colony of ants. Scariest thing I can think of.
When I was also a little guy, I remember very well having to go through 'duck and cover' drills in my elementary and junior HS days, all because the socialists were ready to overthrow us and force us into the collective through MAD. Seeing as how I was so against the State/authority at such a young age, the socialists were and still are, the greatest enemy towards individualism.
And I have been this way for as long as I can remember.
When I turned 18 and registered for the draft etc., I registered as a Republican. At that time, the dogma was for protecting the individual against the collective and that resonated with me. 2 years later, after reading the newspapers on the regular, I realized the Republicans were a total shitshow and were spewing nothing but propaganda. I was also on the mailing list for the John Birch Society
. So, I left and joined the Libertarian party at 20 years of age, and have been one ever since.