get right with your lord

i once loved a lovely angel. i only was graced with her in my life for a few months before she left to go to college a few states away. i hated myself and getting her in my life changed everything. then trying to do a long distance relationship i lost all my faith and hope in myself and eventually broke off the relationship cause i felt like she was starting to get kind of distant. my paranoia told me get the fuck out and my love told me: "come the fuck on you wimpy ugly fatty baby" and have some faith. in the end pessimism won and i broke things off. i was lucky enough to lose my virginity to an angel though. that was 10 years ago. back to being single. my depression is gone though. got a traumatic brain injury in a mysterious car accident in 2016. still trying to be a decent guy who is probably failing in more way than I know. but i do know that life is most definitely very far from being absolutely horrible. heck, life was harder when i was younger with depression and thinking everyday about killing myself. Charity, Jesus, meditation, love and prayer. Sri Krishna seems like hes also a meaningful figure. Siddhartha Gautama also sure seems like a pretty important one. the holy spirit sure is a really universally saving force that is absolutely beyond me and my stupid linguistic models of rendering the truth into language. I sure am trying my best though! God wants to save everyone from hell! the world sure is complicated.

the savior and Christ model from God to rescue everyone from eternal death and destruction I absolutely believe with all my heart is present in different languages and cultures. God is above and beyond the legal context of a copyright style linear planned framework I believe. The saving grace and broad stroke of God's love is so very complicated and all about saving people from horror it is very very very complicated for sure. The story and scripture affiliated with Christ Jesus as the model of Lord and savior is without a doubt a very firm and fundamental loving path that very effectively and greatly ensures a surefire way home to salvation!
 
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heck i might just be obtuse too! oh wait obtuse isnt obese hahaha whatever i aint that fat yet *yawn*
 
Deuteronomy 30 said:
And it shall come to pass, when all these things are come upon thee, the blessing and the curse, which I have set before thee, and thou shalt call them to mind among all the nations, whither the Lord thy God hath driven thee,

2 And shalt return unto the Lord thy God, and shalt obey his voice according to all that I command thee this day, thou and thy children, with all thine heart, and with all thy soul;

3 That then the Lord thy God will turn thy captivity, and have compassion upon thee, and will return and gather thee from all the nations, whither the Lord thy God hath scattered thee.

4 If any of thine be driven out unto the outmost parts of heaven, from thence will the Lord thy God gather thee, and from thence will he fetch thee:

5 And the Lord thy God will bring thee into the land which thy fathers possessed, and thou shalt possess it; and he will do thee good, and multiply thee above thy fathers.

6 And the Lord thy God will circumcise thine heart, and the heart of thy seed, to love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, that thou mayest live.

7 And the Lord thy God will put all these curses upon thine enemies, and on them that hate thee, which persecuted thee.

8 And thou shalt return and obey the voice of the Lord, and do all his commandments which I command thee this day.

9 And the Lord thy God will make thee plenteous in every work of thine hand, in the fruit of thy body, and in the fruit of thy cattle, and in the fruit of thy land, for good: for the Lord will again rejoice over thee for good, as he rejoiced over thy fathers:

10 If thou shalt hearken unto the voice of the Lord thy God, to keep his commandments and his statutes which are written in this book of the law, and if thou turn unto the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul.

11 For this commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, neither is it far off.

12 It is not in heaven, that thou shouldest say, Who shall go up for us to heaven, and bring it unto us, that we may hear it, and do it?

13 Neither is it beyond the sea, that thou shouldest say, Who shall go over the sea for us, and bring it unto us, that we may hear it, and do it?

14 But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth, and in thy heart, that thou mayest do it.

15 See, I have set before thee this day life and good, and death and evil;

16 In that I command thee this day to love the Lord thy God, to walk in his ways, and to keep his commandments and his statutes and his judgments, that thou mayest live and multiply: and the Lord thy God shall bless thee in the land whither thou goest to possess it.

17 But if thine heart turn away, so that thou wilt not hear, but shalt be drawn away, and worship other gods, and serve them;

18 I denounce unto you this day, that ye shall surely perish, and that ye shall not prolong your days upon the land, whither thou passest over Jordan to go to possess it.

19 I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:

20 That thou mayest love the Lord thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the Lord sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.

romans 10 said:
Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer to God for Israel is, that they might be saved.
2 For I bear them record that they have a zeal of God, but not according to knowledge.

3 For they being ignorant of God's righteousness, and going about to establish their own righteousness, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God.

4 For Christ is the end of the law for righteousness to every one that believeth.

5 For Moses describeth the righteousness which is of the law, That the man which doeth those things shall live by them.

6 But the righteousness which is of faith speaketh on this wise, Say not in thine heart, Who shall ascend into heaven? (that is, to bring Christ down from above:)

7 Or, Who shall descend into the deep? (that is, to bring up Christ again from the dead.)

8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach;

9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

11 For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.

12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.

13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

14 How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?

15 And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!

16 But they have not all obeyed the gospel. For Esaias saith, Lord, who hath believed our report?

17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.

18 But I say, Have they not heard? Yes verily, their sound went into all the earth, and their words unto the ends of the world.

19 But I say, Did not Israel know? First Moses saith, I will provoke you to jealousy by them that are no people, and by a foolish nation I will anger you.

20 But Esaias is very bold, and saith, I was found of them that sought me not; I was made manifest unto them that asked not after me.

21 But to Israel he saith, All day long I have stretched forth my hands unto a disobedient and gainsaying people.

i stumbled on this biblical connection and it seems to maybe allude to a lot of potential pertinent explanations concerning the whole Israel and Palestine conflict currently. idk black sheep wall, food for thought, power overwhelming, $net::interpolate=0;, ect. im just a stupid t1 loser, failed coder, failed musician, F student. 3.0 i guess aint F
 
nothing about you has been verified in any way, ever

you're a person hiding behind a nickname that's all

so it's interesting to hear you state that you don't believe me :lol:

p.s. pretty sure I've fucked more women up the ass than you fucked women in general as well
 
I don't tell anyone shit here. 20+ years of TW has taught me to shut my damn mouth when it comes to things that can ID me in real life.
 
p.s. pretty sure I've fucked more women up the ass than you fucked women in general as well

Weird Flex brah.

P.s. not once have i ever thought sticking my dick in a shithole be desirable. I am a boomer, maybe I just don’t get it.,
 
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