All my doomed life as Jim Morrison I have alerted the men for the fact that we are
NOT allowed to
FEEL!
I have written an essay about this called "God is dead vs God is alive" and now seeing this video I feel happy because I know I am in the right path.
And I know I am right since I was 14 years old. I was Jim Morrison.
And then, so what?
It's just normal.
We all have been here before.
But why does Ana know who she was and we don't?
That has to do with what I lived and you didn't.
With what I have experienced and ended up rejecting by committing an ugly act against myself but which at the same time was my only chance to be free from the things I stopped believing.
It was a weakness, I agree. But things are what they are.
That has to do with each person's level of enlightenment and a person's capacity to take all the emotional and mental abuse that by claiming this that person will get from others (in this case me).
That has to do with my previous desire to understand. Because when we don't understand we suffer. And when we can't understand we suffer even more.
I am here because of myself.
Don't create illusions that I am here for you.
I am here for myself and I won't lower myself to nobody.
It's you who has to come to me and accept me and love me for who I am inside. Not the rest which is ephemeral and made of illusions.
Society does not want you to feel.
Society doesn't allow you to feel.
Because society needs soldiers, bankers, police and all the hearts made of stone.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwXMdbtTwtM
MOTHER!
MOTHER I AM HERE!
I FEEL SO HAPPY