If I get nuked with artillery, or run over cause I ran in front of a vehicle I'll forgive. If someone light's me up from behind cause they didn't check their target I'll punish. To me it's just a way of either saying "my bad that's my fault" if I forgive, or "you did something I think is dumb" if I punish. And it's not like I know if I'm punishing a server admin, or really care. If they feel the need to kick me I think that says more about how they go through life than how I do.