it was not a dream about nico or t.mcdonald though ofc. i think it may be safe to say that... i may have noticed a pattern where it takes a long time for me to warm up to people. i'm pretty sure that when i started a new job a long time ago, just listening to people talk in the background was aggravating. some people i began to like, and any aggravation i felt whent away. others i learned i would not necessarily like, and the aggravation whent away and i learned to tune them out. not yet sure if this machination would affect anything else, like people i meet in passing. i will have to try and see
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