Dude you sound like you have some serious issues........ It obviously is a game. What the fuck were you beat up as a child on the playground too much and now you are going to strike back at your oppressors?
I have not played the game. I have just read these threads and it seems like you are taking the role play thing a bit far.
Again, unfortunately I'm the only one who can give invites so you need to post in here with your in game name or talk to Kiko_Loureiro in game