I noticed something about myself lately that I just don't like.
Somewhere along the way I got sucked into this shitty TW mentality where it's "fun" and acceptable to just run around pissing on each other all day long. (I mean let's face it... this fucking forum is like being in a special-ed class, or a fuckin "reformatory" for troubled kids or something.) And what's fucked up is... even though I never got off on that whole TW insult festival and don't do it anywhere else, and even though my "real life" is like polar opposite of what occurs in the TW mental asylum... I've found myself sort of adopting this whole "e-persona" thing here on TribalWar where I'm this scathing, insulting, malicious cocksucker like 90 percent of the time.
And ya know what I realized?
It's fuckin bullshit.
This whole "e-persona" thing is nothing like me in my real life, and I don't carry on like this anywhere else on the Internet, and really, just like I said, what... 8 years ago?, sitting around insulting each other all day is just fucking lame.
I don't know where I got sucked into that whole mentality exactly, but it's fuckin dumb and I'm not doing it anymore.
So I guess what I'm gonna do is like... stick to normal, sane conversations... maybe put a bunch of people on ignore BadCRC-style... or else just not post at all.
Cuz ya know what I realize?
Life is too fuckin short to be meanspirited to a bunch of idiots on the Internet that you don't even know.