I feel like a flaming faggot (Ex issue)

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mandarb

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About 5 years ago, me and a girl I had been dating for nearly 2 years split. I handled it horribly (both for myself and her) and I really regret doing and saying some of the things I did. I said a lot of things that can never be taken back. I did (her exs sister) some things I can't take back as well and lately it is all just kind of sitting in the back of my mind festering. I keep wondering if I should find her and apologize to her for the general assness of my actions then.

Today, as I was leaving work to get some food (a new Greek place opened up and I wanted to try one of their lamb Gyros) I ran face first into her as we were both turning the same corner going opposite directions. We literally slammed into one another and she dropped her papers she was carrying. I helped pick the papers up and she gave me a smile but I don't think it registered with her who I was. (Probably a good thing, saves me another EPO)

I don't want to renew a relationship with her, she is married and I have 2 wonderful little girls and am still with their momma, but I feel like I could have said something today to maybe make her feel a little better about the past.

Anyway, thanks for letting me vent and for calling me a faggot, or a queer cum guzzling dick sucker, or whatever in advance.

Maybe it's the Kraken talking or something tonight...

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Are you apologizing to make you feel better or because you actually think it will make her feel better?

She didn't seem to even recognize you. That is a good sign she has completely forgotten about you and all you apologizing is going to do is bring it all back for her.
 
telos said:
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Are you apologizing to make you feel better or because you actually think it will make her feel better?

She didn't seem to even recognize you. That is a good sign she has completely forgotten about you and all you apologizing is going to do is bring it all back for her.
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It's about 50/50. I do feel bad for acting the way I did toward her in the end. Also, I look 100% different now. I am not sure she didn't recognize me though, she just acted like she didn't.

I wish we had just remained friends. Shes the only friend that I have had that turned into a relationship and I regret it.

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you literally bump into her, help her pick up papers, and she doesn't even recognize you? And you dated for 2 years.

Sounds like she doesn't give 2 shits about you and you're the one obsessing over her thinking about her all the time wanting to look her up etc
 
mandarb in my mind you are a hideous, evil, misogynistic, monster who preys on the innocent.

is this true or are you merely a misunderstood gentleman







also would u like to pee on togowhack's mom with me?
 
Krakbaby said:
yeah how did she not recognize you
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I have a full beard and had a hood over my face.

I think she probably did recognize me but I don't think she wanted to acknowledge it.

And I am not sitting here losing sleep over it, I just feel like I was a dick and owe her an apology.

If she died in a fire tomorrow, I would be sorry I never got to apologize but I wouldn't sit and cry over her. In fact, if she needed a blood transfusion and couldn't afford to pay me for it, I would turn her down. But I would apologize first.


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vawlk said:
i dont remember what people say to me from the year before...do you?
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A mutual friend of ours told me she was drunk and rambling about me saying horrible things to her at a party this past New Years.

So she remembers.

And I would totally pee in Togowacks mother. Oh and I am also a pretty nice guy with no standards or morals.

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sentimental people shouldn't drink when they feel down or guilty about something

now answer my fucking question before i go all buffalo bill
 
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